Well its 4 in the morning now and still up with no signs of sleep coming soon. What to do? Aha write something that hopefully will make some sense I guess. I have found life to be interesting lately. It seems like everyone is starting to show some signs of happiness and truly that is all that I can ask for. I founad out some interesting information though, Stebbie has the potential of coming to live in Alaska!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! For those of you who do not know of Stebbie well the bottom line is that she is just one of the most amazing people in existence. She is my cousin though I was raised thinking of her as my aunt and is one of the people in this world who has a very deep understanding of me. Now don't get mad right yet, I'm sure that most of you have a time when you have been confused by me. I really hope that she does make it. It would be nice to have family a little closer than they are. I find myself learning patience all over again though this time it seems to be a different patience. Pondering what it is that life is truly all about. Realizing that what life is all about is truly open to the perceptions of the person pondering it. I mean I think that right now I actually have alot of priorities in my life. But the one that I am talking about right now is that of helping people. I really want to help everyone I know find happiness in their lives. Sometimes I feel that I actually achieve something with this, you know that feeling that I actually have helped someone on the path to their happiness. Other times I feel like I fail and that is a hard thing for me to feel. I feel in other regards like people don't even listen to me. Its not that I want to control anyone but rather that I KNOW sometimes what it is that I am talking about and because I care that I say those things. I am dealing with the problem as well of confronting things that I cannot believe are coming into play again. If there is one thing that I cannot stand about dealing with people is that I cannot stand people guilting others to get what they desire. I don't want people to not achieve what they desire in their hearts but there is a right and wrong about it. I guess that there is alot of things that have been on my mind though, but I just want happiness for everyone.
Scairt nóiméad
(Translation to English from Irish "Shout out time")
Stebbie- I really hope that you make it to Fairbanks. I really miss you and love you so much
Sam- Thank you for being you. I wish that "evil" talk could include me (shocking I know) but thank you for just being you, its why I love you too.
Topher- What to say, save you can graduate just put your mind to it.
Dad- I am really proud of everything that you have accomplished thus far with school.
Sarah- I really hope that you find your desires in life.
Kate- tusa aici mo croí, mise grá tú. Nothing more really needs to be said but thank you.
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